oral lover

finally got some!

2005-02-03T21:55:00.000-08:00

So apparently, starting this blog put a bit of a jinx on my sex life cuz it was a while before I got any again, but it looks like I am back in the swing of things after about a month hiatus. I actually think I was jinxed because I bought new cute lingerie. Remember in the first Bridget Jones- when you wear the ugly granny panties, is when you get the chance for someone to see them (and take them off).

Anyways...one of my booty calls emailed me and said he was horny. Of course I am always there for a guy in need (hehe, not really- its all for me!) We found a time a couple days later when we were both free. In the middle of the afternoon I went over, we chatted for a few minutes, then started making out. The whole time I was getting excited to surprise him with my new lingerie hidden under the t-shirt and jeans. I was straddling him on his bed, letting him get hotter and harder and feel me up. When he went for removing the clothes, I realized I better stand up and undress myself, so I can watch him watch me reveal the "goods." He seemed very pleased and a little speechless, which turns me on to no end. We made out more, with me still straddling him, and he made friends with my tits, started removing all the lace I had just been showing off. All of a sudden I found myself on my back, with him kneeling on the floor next to the bed where I was lying. He looked like he was about to go straight into eating me out, but then teased me by kinda just watching me shake with anticipation, and kiss my thighs and stomach. finally (I wasn't sure how much more I could take) he began to explore me with his tongue. He was gentle at first, and then put more and more pressure. I tried for as long as I could to use my hands to spread my lips apart, but eventually I just had to lie back and throw my arms to the side as my whole body began shaking violently. He moaned and told me I tasted good, which is always nice to hear I suppose. I had my first orgasm, and almost told him to stop there, but luckily he didn't hear my attempts to speak, and kept going, succeeding in giving me two more rolling orgasms. He was down there for about 20 minutes, which greatly impressed me. Finally, when I basically had no more sensation left, I sat up and kissed him.

Then with me sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling the wet spot I had left on the sheets beneath me, I made him stand up in front of me and pull down his pants. I looked up at him for a glance, and then went at it. I immediately put his whole cock in my mouth, and began jerking the shaft. He grabbed my hair and pulled back and forth a little bit, and rocked his knees. I grabbed his balls with one hand, and sucked as hard as I could. I bobbed my head back and forth, and then sometimes stopped to flick the shaft with my tongue. He moaned more and told me how good it felt. Once he was completely hard inside my mouth, I really went to work and got a good rhythm going. A couple minutes later he came in my mouth, and we both collapsed onto the bed. It was fun, and now I am horny all over again! Damnit....

Hope this wasn't too graphic for anyone reading, but I promised to deliver some of my experiences, so I wanted to keep to the promise. I would love to hear comments from guys or girls!

limitations?

2005-01-04T09:14:00.000-08:00

Short post this morning, as I have things to do. However, writing is therapeutic, even when it is not about your deep feelings. Sex involves feelings too! So eventually, I will write about my recent sex adventures (remember sex will be referring to oral sex-- all the fooling around stuff without actual penetration) but have to do it carefully in a way that maintains my anonymity and the anonymity of my booty calls. I love that term, booty call. By the way, I am in my early 20's and the guys range from my age, to early 40's, but mostly I am into guys in their 30's-- YUMM.

But what I am thinking about today is just one of them. He wants me to try anal sex, since there is not straight-up sex. I am not morally against it, but mostly just think it might hurt and lack sexual pleasure for me, which is what I seek. Whenever a guy travels there (anal region) with hand or tongue, it kinda kills my mood a bit, and does not feel very erotic or pleasurable. But maybe I am just limiting myself, and if I went for it, it would actually be amazing. Hmmmm. Maybe I'll never know.

The thing is though, I would never want my partner to get bored, sexually, even if it is just a booty call. Especially when it is just a booty call. I totally love the idea of a guy being really into what we are doing, and one of my goals in life is to give a guy the best blow job he has ever had. So I aim to please, but with limits, I guess. And this puts me in a bit of conflict.

I am pretty sure there is no chance I will ever be willing to have anal sex, but in the meantime I feel hard-pressed to think of some other way to keep it interesting, because apparently mutual oral sex isn't going to always suffice.

This turned out to be more than a short post- oh well. It's fun. Helps clear the head, and sex is one of my favorite topics!!

virginal post

2005-01-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

So I had heard about blogs before, but kinda thought they were for techy computer nerds who never left their bedroom and only had online friends. Thing is, I have used online dating services, and have even found great booty calls on line, which have guided me in my quest toward semi-sexual liberation. It's sort of become a double life. People know about the online dating thing, but not the booty calls I have arranged through the internet. And this is no cyber sex. It's been great. Always nervous the first time meeting a guy, but there have been 4 guys so far (referring to booty calls I have met through the internet; previous hook-ups are another story, but not nearly as exciting). One of them I have seen a couple dozen times, and wish I could see more except for his hectic work schedule. He is the one I fantasize about the most and even enjoy hanging out with after we're done playing. Another I have seen like 3 or 4 times and he happens to be smart too so that's fun, and seems super turned on by ME. The third is quite a bit older and I have only seen him twice but he gave me the best orgasm of my life the first time we met. And the 4th was just a one night thing- he was my age, and not too experienced. I am digging the older, more experienced guys at the moment. Funny thing is, if you knew me in my "real world life" you would never guess I had this other thing going on: my so called journey toward sexual liberation. And no one in either of my parallel lives would ever guess that I am actually technically a virgin- in the sense that I have never had intercourse. Well, except maybe my mother. And I am sure my father would like to think so, but that would probably go along with believing I haven't done anything more than kiss or hug a guy, so it doesn't count for much.

Ultimately, I love oral sex, and when I can't get it- I masturbate often. I love my booty calls. A boyfriend would be best, but that requires the complete package, which I haven't found, so in the meantime I satisfy some physical needs, and like I said before, become more adventurous and sexually liberated. Then when I do find the complete package, I'll be ready to be a complete woman and sexual partner.

I have started looking at some people's blogs, and especially like the ones that include people's real life sex tales. not because it gets me off (well maybe sometimes if it's really good) but more because I am just fascinated by other people's sex lives. I know my sex life does not include actual sex, but it involved people having orgasms, so I think that counts, right? Anyways, we'll see how this goes. If no one cares about my rants, then at least I will be able to say I am not a blogging vigin anymore.